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30.4.06
Diaosss.../ 12:32 AM Somehow rather, I felt very disturbed and restless today. My mind just can't seem to be able to relax... Its so evident, I'll wake up every 3-4 hours even when I'm damn tired and wana have a proper sleep... No, I don't believe its exam stress. Exam stress won't be that bad. That I know myself. Its something else, many other things.... My mind is just in a swirl... So I went out with my hall blk 5 peeps today for KTV and movie, hoping to be able to relax a bit... But the movie "Take the Lead" makes me feel like clubbing!! Argggghhhh..... |
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28.4.06
Criticisms/ 5:00 AM I remembered this story from ROTK... One day, someone sent Liu Bei an exquisite ornament. Liu Bei was very happy, and put it on his hat. The next day, he wore the hat to the training ground and show it to Zhuge Liang, a good friend and advisor to Liu Bei, who is supposed to conduct supervision of the training with him. "Look at my hat, Advisor. Nice right?" *in a yaya papaya tone* Zhuge Liang, upon hearing this, got very pissed off, dragged Liu to a corner and said, "Eh hullo, training of soldiers, make yourself stronger against the ambitious and evil Cao Cao more important, or make yourself "look" nicer more important?" Liu Bei, upon hearing this criticism from Zhuge Liang, was initially pissed, but after much thought, threw away the hat and indulge himself into the administration of his state again. Another story... Tang Taizong was the great emperor of Tang dynasty. He had a very kao beh minister Wei Zheng, who always complain about his conduct, policies etc, sometimes even openly, and don't give him face. Given his power, Tang Taizong could have beheaded him a thousand times. In fact, he was so enraged a few times that he nearly ordered an execution or expel him. But luckily, he always managed to think through things objectively and ratioanally at the last minute, took in his advice humbly and corrected his mistakes. Have a big heart for criticisms. Acknowledge and thank those people who dare to openly criticise you. These are your true friends in life. Thanks, I'll look out for the pit-hole... :) |
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And more tests.../ 3:35 AM Hahas, so pek chek I am over studying that I'm doing more tests... This one more true... Your Working Style You are friendly, adaptable and a realist. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts. You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone-- including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together. You are actively curious about objects, scenery, activities, food, people, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in: - a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it - the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts - an artistic taste and judgement - the handling of tools and materials With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be gifted problem solvers. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks. You make your decisions by using the logical analysis of thinking rather than the more personal values of feeling. Your thinking enables you to crack down when the situation calls for toughness, and also helps you grasp underlying principles. You learn more effective in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance. You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are engineering, police work, credit investigation, marketing, health technologies, construction, production, recreation, food services, and many kinds of troubleshooting. You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire it. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these. How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time. |
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Get to know yourself better/ 12:48 AM Hahas, another of those personality tests... One of those things that I'll do when I got sianz from studying... hahs... Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too. |
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27.4.06
The Five Love Languages/ 2:16 PM Everyone is putting on their blogs, I follow suit... hehe... :P The Five Love LanguagesMy primary love language is probablyQuality Time with a secondary love language being Physical Touch. Complete set of results
Yups, that's Bit's love language for you... Haizzz where got so much time for so many people? ... ... (Thinking what anon will hafta say again... hahas) Hmm, I'm proud of myself, my thoughts and my name. I'll usually think rationally about the implications etc and refine my words before penning it down as notes etc. As such, I'll always leave behind my initials, nick or some identifiable name behind. Though some times I said the wrong things, but the impt pt here is that I dare to face up to it and be responsible to what I say. Yups... Oh, on a lighter note, was telling rol and laoye yesterday that the day I find mrs bit will be the day my freedom ends... Haha, somehow rather, I'm just so afraid of commitment into r/ships... Btw, I must agree with OPH and many of my friends that I dono how to jio zabor, and like Ghim, I'm not a ladies' guy too... (suck thumb with Ghim...) Hahas... But, some things can wait... I feel that a man should always put his career first, followed by family, and friends... There are so many things in life to learn and experience, jio zabor can wait a little while longer la... hahas... |
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我吃得起苦/ 1:22 AM Yeah!!! I finally got the song that I most wanted for so long!!! hahas... All thanks to Ong Pei Hong!! Hahas... Lalala... On a more serious note, OPH, thanks ya, for listening to my kbkb just now... :) Now, its time to look for another of Power Station's song, 看清楚, coz the lyrics is very meaningful, if you all still remember how it goes: 看清楚，谁笑谁哭谁幸福, 到底是追求辛苦，还是拥有更加孤独？... ... For now, back to FPD, Rational Actor Model... Hope everyone can be more rational, think twice before any action (including myself)... |
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26.4.06
I Don't Know You Anymore... Superman.../ 4:25 AM These are the 2 songs that I've been listening repeatedly tonight... I Don't Know You Anymore by Savage Garden and Superman by Five for Fighting, think the lyrics are very meaningful... Haha, went for a jog late at night just now, realised I'm damn unfit! Really hafta train up, if not I'm gona suffer when reservice comes... Can't wait for exams to end, can't wait to go gai-gai, can't wait to go for reservice, can't wait to do so many things that I wana do but can't get to do since the beginning of the sem... Can't wait... |
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22.4.06
Homophobic/ 9:38 PM Arrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!! wah piangzzz, utterly disturbed... Read 2 broke-backers' blogs, really cannot take it... Me, laine and Ghim were like screaming and shouting in disbelief when we read what was on the blog... It was like.... so er xin can?! eeeeeeeeeee..... Yah, like rol rol, I'm a homophobic too! I bet you, if you think you're a liberal, open-minded and not homophobic, go read their blogs, u'll join me too... Still disturbed... OMG... |
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I SAY/ 5:49 PM This world is cruel, realistic, pragmatic... No matter how much you don't want to grow up, u do and will grow up, coz you'll age... No matter how much you love the past and yearn to revert back to the past, the past is gone... No matter how much you want to be a principled person etc, the ever-changing world and situations turn you into a circumspect... A few months ago, Bobz was saying this: "bit, can see that u change le" (in a manner I considered as praising? Its not easy to get Bobz to praise someone you know... hahas :P) A few days back, my good friend told me this straight in the face over the msn: "u've change from bad to worst, the you in the past is better" Someone at some point of time said: "you should listen more", and someone told me next, "you cannot be so good" So who's right? Anyway, it doesn't matter. I've sorted out my thoughts le. I dictate my own life. I know which path I want to go and know how I want my future and the future of those around me to be, and I'm doing my best to create it, in my own words, bit by bit. Time will tell... By the way, I love to receive feedbacks and advices from people, it propels me to think. BUT, I will take it when I want to, when there's a need to, not because you want me to. Don't impose what you think is good or right on me, its not fair to me. And, as many instances have shown, majority may be wrong too. Nontheless, I've heard you, and I've understood you. If you want to read this blog post in a negative way, and influence others to think it that way, I can't stop you, but please, think... We should all think... |
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21.4.06
One down.../ 6:43 PM Hmm, HY2245 is gone, finally... Phew... For now, I'm relaxing, reading the books that I borrowed from library (one on management, one on HR lessons from ROTK, one on 36 strategems), listeining to my fav music from my lap-bit, thinking through certain issues of my life now, clearing my mind quietly, by myself in my room, my world... *breathes* Recent events caused me to recall my all time favourite HK drama serial, 创世纪 (At the Threshold of the Era) and saw similarities to it... Wells, shan't talk too much about it till I sort out my thoughts... :) Trying to read the Prison Notebooks but its too cheem le, don't understand... hahas... :P Oh, the chinese book on HR lessons from 3 Kingdoms that I borrowed really opened up my perspective! HR, like diplomacy, politics, PR, marketing, is an art too!! Hahas... Somehow rather, there's just endless lessons to learn from 三国演义 at different age, under different circumstances No wonder last time my LEP teacher told us that: "3 kingdoms" is for leadership and career, "Red Chamber" for life lessons and family, "Shui Hu" for moral values and friendship, and "Journey to the West" for creativity! Still learning... Life is a learning journey... Uni is the last chance to "officially" learn before going out to work le, must really learn all the necessary life skills and sharpen my edge, esp when I'm still a junior in Year 1, before going to the working battlefield... :) |
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20.4.06
Its time/ 3:11 AM Everything is the same. The same amount of emotional stress, the same amount of adrenaline rush, the same lack of time, the same amount of unexpected nonsenses, the same sense of loss, the same desire to prove... It is time for the battle... |
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18.4.06
Rain/ 3:41 PM Really enjoy the sight of rain. Somehow rather, it seems to be able to cleanse my heart, wash away my sorrows... Thunder seems to be helping me to roar out my frustrations and stress... Had chats with several of my friends these few days, suddenly feel that my life is filled with controversies and contradictions... I was hurt, disappointed, really. But its ok, its all because of misperceptions... let time tell the truth, let history be the best judge... |
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Divination Lot/ 12:21 AM 3 days ago, I went to Guanyin Temple at Waterloo Street to pray with my mum, a routine activity that my family will do before any major event or exam. As usual, there was burning of joss sticks, praying to the Gods etc. Then, out of curiosity, I tried to 求签 （ask for divination lot). So, I enquire about my career in the future. Then I shake, shake, shake and a bamboo lot fell out from the container. The standard procedure next was to go to the counter and exchange for a piece of paper explanation. To my surprise, the lot had these 4 words: "武王登位" Woweeee~~ :D A bit of Chinese history here... 武王, also known as King Wu of Zhou dynasty, was the first king of Zhou dynasty. He took over from his father a well-established Zhou kingdom in modern day Shanxi province. With the help of Jiang Ziya and other valiant knights, he led a joint campaign comprising of other marquis and dukes against the incorrigible, hum sup and cruel King Zhou of Shang dynasty (商纣王）, last king of the Shang dynasty, establishing the longest lasting dynasty of Zhou, which lasted 800 years. I believe that the divination lot will turn out to be true, and that my career in the future will be an upward sailing, exciting trip, leaving behind a legacy for the future, and for my bit-lets! Hahas... :D |
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17.4.06
Guys vs Girls/ 12:15 AM Hahas, like this song very very much!!! its so apt and accurate! Wahaha!!! 男女之间 作词:黄舒骏 作曲:黄舒骏 女人最怕男人是一堆沙猪 男人最怕女人脑袋像浆糊 女人通常都是感情的动物 男人大半都是生活的侏儒 女人可以爱到义无反顾 男人只能爱到相当程度 女人失恋容易另寻出路 男人失恋可就万劫不复 chorus: 男女之间永远说不清楚 互相厌恶又互相追逐 彼此可以找出千万个错误 却是五十步笑百步 女人对爱要求需索无度 男人总是显得马马虎虎 女人好不容易决定开始 男人却好像刚要结束 女人的泪可以融化冰雪 男人的哭却是山崩地裂 女人的坚强是金石不如 男人的温柔是沧海一粟 女人的胸前是男人的家 男人的肩膀是女人的床 女人希望男人像一棵大树 男人渴望的是精神支柱 女人说谎保证是天衣无缝 男人说谎终究是百密一疏 女人懂得演戏是一种天赋 男人永远败在经验不足 woo...... 女人认为爱情是一种付出 男人总是把它当作一种征服 女人好不容易决定开始 男人却好像刚要结束 |
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16.4.06
Forced to say this/ 2:28 AM Sorry to my friends, but I hafta delete your posts on my tagboard. I've said before, you can put any nick or say aniting you want, BUT no vulgarities or anything stupid. You have carried it too far... Think of the consequences, think of your friends while you think you're just having fun, teasing etc... Please, THINK ! Like what was said in a recent dialogue on Channel Newsasia, "I allowed them to speak their minds, but if they carry it too far, I'll put them down"... Sorry for the inconvenience caused. :) |
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15.4.06
been forced to do this.../ 11:43 PM Rules: 1. Bold the following words that are true about you. 2. GREEN! the things you wish were true. 3. add one thing true about you 4. and then tag onetwothreefourfiveSIX more people. I miss somebody right now. I don't watch TV these days. I own lots of books - wats the use of owning them but not reading them? I wear glasses or contact lens. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I've been in a threesome. I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. - tok cock!!! I cursed sometimes - no lor, everytime. even if i din say it out, im cursing in my heart... hahas... I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. - obvious!!! I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart - people say one, not i say one!!! wahahahas! I've broken someones' bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.- don't need la, i like my bit teeth! :P I need money right now. - yeah!! lotsa it!! I love sushi. I talk really,really fast/unclear. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way I look I am usually pessimistic. - pui! 人间有希望 remember?! I have alot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have alot of friends. I am currently single! I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop.Enjoy window-shopping. I would rather shop than eat. I don't hate anyone.- i won't tell you who i hate unless ure really really very very close to me... I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. - I believe in Buddha, Dua Bei Gong etc etc... hahas... I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. - though u mite not believe it, but its true!!! I have made a move on a friend or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I have dated a close friend's ex. I am happy at this moment! I'm obsessed with guys. Democrat. - im more of a diplomat, neo-realist i think... I am punk rockish. I am preppy. I study for tests most of the time. - need to study one meh? I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car. I love my job.- my job as deputy welfare director? hahas... I am comfortable with who I am now.- bit bit is the best!! I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at MacDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I fall for the wrong people. - read "Master Khor says..." :P I adore bright colours. - yellow, orange, red!!! I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. haizzz ask hee yee ling lo... I usually like covers more than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can't whistle. I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring.I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person I work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. - i dono got 15 anot, but juz alot la... I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. I'm an artist. - i can draw lo... I only clean my room when necessary. - i juz cleaned my room!! I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie. I have ridden an elephant. I love chocolates and crowns! I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons. I can't ride a bicycle. I think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night. I feel crazy. I love tomatoes!! I like peanut butter on bananas. Been told "You're on fire!" I'm a netballer- weee~ i love netballers man! volleyballers too! :P I believe in Serendipity. I think the word 'RASPBERRY' is sexaaay! I love to look at people's teeth. I don't wanna grow up.- we all hafta grow up... I can cross my eyes n stick out my tongue n still look cute. Gaining weight is a wonderful thing. I am a PRO...procrastinator. I love listening to gossip. I really should be studying for exams now.- again, exam need to study one meh? hahas... :P i totally love cheezels. 1 TRUE thing? Bit Bit gives hearty laughters! WAHAHA!!! tagging: 1) ONG PEI HONG 2) BOBBY GOH 3) ZHANG YIYANG 4) CAROL WONG SHI HUI 5) LOH LAY LAY 6) back to you HEE YEE LING!!! |
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14.4.06
Laughter, Sparta, 300./ 7:57 PM Yeah!!! Its good to be able to laugh loudly again!! The past few days were real bad, my laughters sound like chickens being slaughtered! Bleah... Now, WAHAHAHA!!! :D Was reading up on GPS notes, there's this article about the "selected 300" by PAP for Singapore's politics, which makes me recall a story which I recited when I was Pri 3 that helped me win the story-telling competition, "The Brave 300". The story is about the small state of Sparta, upon receiving news that 100,000 Persian soldiers are going to invade Greece, garnered its bravest 300 warriors to block the strategic pathway against these invaders. It was a fierce fight, from day till night. 300 vs 100,000. Ultimately, Persians were defeated and forced to sailed back, but the brave 300 Spartans sacrificed for the nation as well. A very touching story isn't it? Must be really brave and lucky to be that "300", to step up, to take up arms, to face the invaders, to defend what you love and others that you might not know and whom does not know you as well. On that note, I have to say that the 300 of them were called "brave 300" because of the invading Persians. Heroes arise when crises strike. |
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Mad People all around!!!!/ 2:13 PM Aiyooo, realised people are getting more and more mad... Don't believe, look at my tagboard lo... Hahahas, up to you all la, as long as u all don't scold vulgarities, say stupid things on my blog can le... But, wat's so dangerous about putting ur real names or some nick tts identifiable? At most if I bueh song u, I go burn your room only mah... Hahas.... :P Anyway, to all dead people, all mad people, all of the 26th MC, all arts club affiliates, all RH residents, Blk 5 Clique, my brothers, army friends, all who know me!!! (wa~~ its a damn long list lo...hahas...): "GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" |
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12.4.06
Phew..../ 5:59 PM Phew... Heng ar, exam tea for the past 2 days was a great success!! All packs were given out within half an hour per day!! And its the first time I see a long queue outside Arts Clubroom!! Weeee~~ Now left with the last day le, if you haben take yours, be punctual tomolo oh! :) Thankew everyone who comes down and help, u all know la, I suck at packing goodie bags one... hahas, luckily you all are there to help me ar, if not i sure cock up the packing process one... And to those "noisy" people (you know who u are), thanks for making the booth so lively, its due to you all that I don't need to play music! For now, its back to FPD readings!! |
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10.4.06
House of the Dead/ 7:07 PM OMG!!! my blog is becoming a house of the dead!! Look at my tagboard! See, socrates, machiavelli, immanuel kant, i remember last time there's an aristolelic knight oso! WTH!! The dead comes alive!!! I won't be surprised to see confucius, lao zi, han feizi, plato etc soon... Eh please, identify yourself properly can? |
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9.4.06
Its been a looong while.../ 1:48 AM Hmm, realised that there are many funny people tagging my blog recently, wat "Mr Singh", "S" "Mr Bull", "NY24SC cleaners" etc etc... Eh, please leave behind some identifiable names can? Hahas, just had a supper with Ghim and Hee Yee Ling in hall. Its been quite some time since I spend such quality time with my blk 5 clique le, and I missed those gossipy room sessions man... Hahas... Yah, and a few days ago, was having a loooong lunch with Ah Goh, Felix and Lia-na, in which I refused to eat fast so that I can enjoy the feeling of eating in the arts canteen... Then later at night, finally get to meet my brudders to study!! Yeah!!! Even though its only for a short while, its good enuf le, too bad ah zhao is not there... :) Yah, its been a loooong while since I did the above-mentioned stuff le... But luckily, in 5 more months time and I'll step down lo!! Weeee~~~ |
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8.4.06
It didn't get better/ 9:21 PM Haizzz, just as I thought that I'm recovering, something bad happened again... Lost my voice, cough... :( |
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I'm 天下第一!!/ 12:52 AM Waaa~~ just realised I'm the first in a lot of things... The first to suspect is... "bit" - on this note, I really din say aniting!!! grrrrr..... The first to niao is... "bit" The first to suan is... "bit" The first to bully is... "bit" No wonder, 我妈妈常说，"读书不见的那第一，坏的你都拿第一" Haiz, 做人难，做 bit bit 更难... Hahas... =P |
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7.4.06
A story about De Gaulle/ 10:51 AM It was during History 2245 lecture today when our lecturer start telling us about the story of De Gaulle, Algeria, the French masses and the French army... Hope that I didn't remember wrongly coz as usual, I was half awake for the lecture, but summary of the story is that De Gaulle had a dream and a vision of modernizing France which the army could not understand nor feel the importance of it... Nonetheless, he pushed for it, confronting putsch, coups, sabotages, and even murder attempts... Guessed he must have felt damn lonely at that moment of time... But come to think of it, luckily he got the power and charisma ar, if not he confirm die dono how many times le... :P |
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6.4.06
Exam Tea.../ 4:55 PM Hmm, Lao K is beside me now helping me edit the Exam Tea poster... Thanks Lao K!! And not forgetting Rol Rol who design the poster as well!! Thankew~~ :) And thankew Jasmine for the sponsorship!! Jialat, everyone is studying except me!!! (stressed) Haben get to study yet... Will study after exam tea, hope its not too late by then... :P Oh ya, everyone come down for Exam Tea ok, 11-13th Apr, 4pm -6pm, even if you can't help out, come and take the free pack oso good!! This time dun play play ley, got Han's sandwich, mineral water, Brand's health supplement worr!!!! |
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5.4.06
Sick Bit.../ 8:13 PM I'm sick, real sick... Head feeling damn heavy, and pain... Having a fever too... The worst thing about a fever is you feel as if you're floating in the air, legs wobbly, and your eyes feeling the heat! I just wana have a good sleep, but I've got things to do and test to study... Oh ya, thanks bobby for the patting and lalabye juz now while I was resting on the bed... :) And yiyi for passing me the panadol!! Thankew!! |
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4.4.06
My dream.../ 3:33 PM Shageli!!! And OPH is agreeing that I got hair loss prob!!! (look at tagboard) hahas... Had a good long sleep last night... Only to wake up with a headache and shock!! Where's my lap-bit?! Luckily my blk head wing fai kept it for me! He said someone passed it to him... Thanks a lot to wing fai and the unknown guy!! There's still honest people around de... :) Oh, by the way, during my long sleep last night, I had a long dream too, and maybe that explains why I kena the headache too... and the dream goes like this: I dreamt about me and my bitlets (12 of them!!!), all so cute and lively, jumping and runnning all around!!! the 8 male bitlets will protect the 4 female bitlets, and the male bitlets will go in a gang and bully the bad kids while making friends with other kids in the neighbourhood. Then occasionally, I'll gather my bitlets around and tell them my stories, and my fellow brothers will add spices and sauces to it (with bitlets' godmas at the background complaining about me being "egoistic" and "chauvinistic"... hahas) Hahas, den some time, my good friends from nyjc, vs, arts club, nus will come and visit bitlets, give them sweets, bring them to play etc, and after that, we'll have a good barbeque at seletar reservoir!! At times, my bitlets will get into some quarrels and fights among themselves... but, there's no overnight grudges between siblings one, so all will be fine!! Weeee~ So far so good, until I realised, "Where's mrs bit?!!!!!" OH NOS!!!!! Headache man.... |
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3.4.06
Shagged.../ 7:19 PM Weee~~ finally finished my PS2249 essay!! Just realised that till now, I still dono my tutor's name... Hahahas... WAAAA.... All the staying up to piah essay made mi damn shagged, one nite of piah-ing essay is worst than the staying up for 3 nights for bazaar... Damn tired, but dono why, just cant seem to be able to sleep, think must be the aftermath effect of Red Bull... And I discovered that I'm having the problem of hair loss these days!! Can someone find sponsorship from Yun Nam hair care for me? Wahahas... Can't help but to scold vulgarities to my lap-bit!! Knn, just got u fixed, now your wireless got problem again!!! How many times you want me to visit the computer centre?! |
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Dangerously Innocent/ 4:32 AM There is one type of person that is exceptionally dangerous... There is this special category of man: those who are dangerously innocent... As they are innocent, they do not know what are the things to do and not to do, to say and not to say. As a result, they act and say according to "what they like and what comes to their minds first", and in the process, harmed and back-stabbed others (sometimes even people whom they love or do not wish to hurt) without themselves knowing it. This makes them exceptionally dangerous... The problem is, you can't put yourself in blaming them or retaliating back on them, coz they don't mean to hurt you in the first place. If they are sorry about it and did it only once in a while, but put in the effort to change, its still ok. But, its really very jialat if they are frequent offenders and yet refuse to change, thinking perhaps, that innoncence is bliss... Solution? Steer clear away from these people... *start to think about this when I watched TV and saw how Duoergun got "sabo-ed" by his wife who anyhow speak in front of the emperor.* |
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2.4.06
Alone.../ 1:44 AM Alone in Serangoon Mac now reading... Its a good feeling to be alone, sitting by the window, listening to nice music, talking to friends on msn and reading... As I've said before somewhere in my blog, I often feel a sense of loneliness... Now, it seems like I've got used to this loneliness, and somehow, starting to like it... Back to books... |
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1.4.06
Disturbed/ 2:27 PM Just watched "Battle of Algiers"... Felt disturbed, more so after the the follow ups given by the lecturer... Lotsa thoughts, nida slowly digest them before I can effectively type them out... Is history really "not about right or wrong, but about victories and defeats"? Hmm... |
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Random thoughts/ 12:24 AM I looked back... I heard... I thought... And I end up laughing... Hahaha... I've decided not to go home and stayed back in hall tonight coz I wana watch a TV serial... Its a China serial called 孝庄秘史... haha, the title may seem boring to many of you, but the show is really quite thought-provoking and the storyline intriguing, esp the story of both Huangtaiji and Duoergun... And the theme song fits the show very well!! Very touching!! Nearly cried everytime I hear the song and see the emotional struggles that Duoergun had to go through... But, taking a look at the history that Duoergun will be creating, guess all that struggles made him grew stronger and were worth it? Went to support IFG soccer today at SRC. It was an exciting match, and I felt something in me as I was watching the match while talking to JJ and Bobz... Watching the show and heard Huangtaiji said this: "希望有一天大清也能将士如云，谋士如雨!" (Hope that one day, Qing will have knights like that of clouds, and strategists like that of rain) I hope that one day, Arts Club will be able to see this phenomenon happening as well! :) |
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