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28.11.06
killed 2 or killed x2?/ 4:12 PM

Wah, just came back from the exam hall
I agree with Lim JJ, it was like so NOISY can?!
hahahas
Ohya, back to exams... Whoosh first day and I'm already almost halfway through it!
But that's not the main point of this post
Something damn weird happen just now...
I was checking my paper to see if I entered the wrong exam hall or got the module code mixed up, but its correct!
However, I seem to be writing intro to IR stuff for ICA paper in the morning, and writing ICA and FPD stuff for intro to IR paper in the afternoon!
I think PS majors know what I'm trying to say hor?
Oh manz...
So, killed two or killed twice?
I don't really like the exam system in nus. I don't like the idea when I can't see my paper after its being marked. This is esp so when for Soc Sci papers, there is no right or wrong answers. Everything depends on your marker, or basically, depends on your luck. It gives me the idea like letting fate decide my results...


I know there might be some administrative procedures involved, but at least let me see my papers after its being marked, let me read a bit of the comments from the marker, that will at least make me have the feeling of "die in peace". At least let me know where I go wrong so that next time during exams I won't commit the same mistakes mah...




26.11.06
*nobody knows it but me/ 7:11 PM

I juz teared
Coz I can't bear to see you leave
Yet do you understand what's going through in my heart?
It hurts...



24.11.06
Wo0oTs~/ 9:24 PM

suddenly, this weird thought came to me
Hmm, I think Jesus, God and Buddha are damn busy when it comes to the month of October to December. God and Jesus have to keep clearing their ears, coz everyone is praying; Buddha even worst, have to keep washing his legs coz all chinese hugs it!

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Hahas, OPH dared mi to post up this photo! taa dah!!













Okie! Back to books!! Finally, I feel the stress!! Wheeee!!



/ 12:52 PM

Fwah!!! 吐血!!!
Wa kaoz...
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Some times, some things in life, you miss the chance to do it, you miss it totally... Like TOTALLY!
You missed the chance/ the right time to touch that someone's heart, you miss it for the rest of your life too...
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Oh please, can someone unplug me from this crappy CAP sys and this stupid Spore exam sys?
I remember at some point of time quite some time ago, I asked myself, are studies really that important or are there other things in life that's more meaningful?
I believe I've found the answer...
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I remember when I was deputy welfare, there was once when Bobby Goh came onto msn and told me very seriously that my concept of PR was wrong. He said that my concept of PR is too much on the surface level only.
Indeed, being near and around the people but not with them will get you nowhere. Human touch and communication is the most important element to get genuine and honest feedback. In short, to quote Carol Wong, "PR is more than just talking", and as what MNO lectures taught us, "have you listened enough?"
To me, good leaders are those who know what the people are feeling, always ready and humble for feedbacks. Yet at the same time while feeling for them, he has to bring them to the place that they might not want to go, but have to go.



23.11.06
World Peace?/ 12:31 AM

Misperceptions
Self-imposed images of others
Over reliance on past experiences
Differences in ideologies
These are the most common causes of international conflicts lors!!
Arrghh!!
Stop that Groupthink!
Stop all that bandwagoning!
Ignore idiosyncrasis factors!
Let's all practice Rational Actor Model!!
and perhaps peace may come one day, if we truly know what peace is...



20.11.06
Neo believes/ 5:15 AM



Woah!! ho cool ah!!
"he's beginning to believe"
Neo 就是打不死!
Anw, if you watch the Matrix closely, you'll realise that the Oracle acutally told Neo that he is not the one. It was actually Agent Smith's bashing up session that made him become "the one"




16.11.06
/ 4:42 AM

笨鸟先飞, 抛砖引玉



14.11.06
/ 2:40 AM

London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down
London Bridge is falling down, my fair lady...

Build it up with iron bars, iron bars, iron bars
Build it up with iron bars, my fair lady!



13.11.06
random thoughts/ 12:31 AM

Went to Chung Cheng High to do some charity work today... hmm, many thoughts, felt quite sad for the old people, those who're wheelchair-bound especially.
Had a nice "old man chat" with jianwu today, and enjoyed the talking cock and nonsense-ing around with meiling, jeremy, michelle, xinyu and jackson... hahas... too bad I had to leave early, if not can talk more cock... =p
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Was thinking quite a bit in my dad's taxi today while going around from place to place.
I personally feel that its a good thinking process alone (one that I haven't been able to do since I stepped up till now): re-evaluated myself, analysed some issuess, etc etc
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Oh yah, I've been really thinking about Arts Camp proposal for the past few days man. Kaoz, really hafta come out with a zai proposal this time round!!! haha
And yeaps, as I think more about it, the sense of excitement etc etc starts growing again, the similar kinda feeling that I've been through a few months ago... :)
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*palm out to feel the force*
hmm, 差不多是时候了



11.11.06
Shiok!/ 1:45 PM

yeah!
Its shiok to see 2 As in a row! Wahaha
Did so much preparation, got so many people to edit for me, finally I got an A for my IR essay! Weee~~
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walaos, heng ar, nearly fall into a hole!
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Kaoz, I stayed behind in school wanting to play soccer, and its raining now! wth!
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Anw, had a good 阿公讲古 session yesterday, hope it helps!! :)
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9.11.06
Wahh... Pissed.../ 12:56 PM

Wa kaoz, I forgot that I wana kaobeh!!
piangz eh, nnb, if you're not even HALF as good as me, don't you even TRY to TEACH me what to do!
(point of good/bad derives from general opinion - I'm not that self-centered, though I am egoistic)
And, don't try to pretend in front of me that you know the system when you don't know it at all. You're only making a fool of yourself in front of me and the others!
And, for goodness sake, please don't comment and worst, ACT as if you're the EXPERT (when you're OBVIOUSLY NOT) about others. People welcome suggestions, feedbacks, active discussions, even critiques and arguments, but NOT meaningless comments that try to sound brilliant!
And worst worst WORST, don't try to PRETEND as if you know the whole world and the whole world knows you IN FRONT OF ME!! Wa piangz, PUI!
PUI PUI PUI!! *disgusted*
回家再练上几年吧, 小子...



4.57am and i cant sleep!/ 4:55 AM

its good to know that all my old friends are doing fine, really very heartwarming... :)
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haha, my msn nick is nothing special lah, and nothing to do with BGR k! its juz a statement made by 刘建明督察... haha =p
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hmm, 还隐隐作痛...
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heard a few stories this week, hmm, sometimes i think i'll really make a good bf next time...
wahaha!!
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8.11.06
haha!! simply love their conversation!/ 5:05 PM



刘: 给我一个机会
梁: 怎么给你机会
刘: 我以前没得选择,现在我想做一个好人
梁: 好啊, 跟法官说, 看他让不让你做个好人
刘: 那就是要让我死
梁: 对不起,我是警察
刘: 谁知道?

Wahahaha!! So cool rite?!



7.11.06
wee~~ learning new things everyday!!/ 4:56 AM



Thanks hong hong for teaching mi... :)



1.11.06
A Blog Escape from the Reality of PS and Minutes../ 5:58 PM

Yeah!! Hell week is over!! :)
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Hmm, Lim JJ said I'm a misunderstood character, haha, that's why I like the show infernal affairs what
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And that Jean Hair said something yesterday that scare the hell outta me la!!
No lors, it can't be true
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And... GO, go spread scandals about me la, go...
Haha, Hock got a theory for study, I got a theory for scandals/ rumours:
The number of scandals/gossips/rumours that others spread about a person is directly relative to the popularity that person has.
Haha, true what, if that person is not of any "media value", will you bother to even talk about him/ her?
Hmm, think this theory can be a cross subject concept to b taught in CNM, Soci and PS!
Wahaha :p
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its raining damn heavily today... everytime when it rains, I'll be reminded of this song poem that I read before... very meaningful...

少年听雨歌楼上,红烛昏罗帐。
中年听雨客舟中,江阔云低, 断雁叫西风。
而今听雨僧庐下,鬓已星星也。
悲欢离合总无情,一任阶前点滴到天明。
cheem rite? kaoz, I was LEP one lehs... *proud look* :P



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