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30.12.06
/ 4:45 AM true to your heart, you must be true to your heart... ------ hmms, bit is a forgetful person, and rather disorganised at times. so in order to be organised, he'll write down things to be done and other details, sometimes thoughts, onto pieces of paper or in his notebook... (yeah, rmb the pieces of paper for OMs n the "bit-book" for oweek and MC? haha) problem is, as he is forgetful, he will misplace his stuff!! arggghhh!!! ------ ahh! good chill-out session tonite! :) |
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27.12.06
/ 10:31 PM mood now: 1) worrieds 2) sian diaos 3) boredsss word that disgusted me most today: "responsibility" |
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/ 3:50 AM hmms some people are just very critical about some people and some things... chinese call it "鸡蛋里挑骨头" wells, the world needs all sorts of people to make it beautiful and full of variety mahs... haha --------- do you have a past that u don't wish to face? has it been buried in the deepest realm of your memory but it'll just pop out when you least exect it to be to remind you of smtg you don't wish to be reminded of? haiz... listening to 巫启贤's 太傻 now!! its so nice that I've decided to put it on repeat mode! wah, damn damn sad manz... go listen to the lyrics carefully, even by just reading the lyrics you'll feel very sad liao lors, plus the sad sad sound of erhu, really feel like crying mans... ------- hmms, 见人讲人话，见鬼讲鬼话哦! >:( hmms, 有时外表无情的人最多情， 最有情的人往往在无意中伤人最深... so think twice before u say you're emotional/ sensitive person |
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24.12.06
/ 6:42 PM I was thinking of Bike Quest and some arts club stuff the other day while travelling on the bus, and happened to be reminded of the past... haha, I rmb last time me and loh lays damn scared of kena niao by hock or rayner during OM one, so before OM, we'll hurry go see the minutes, to see if our deadlines have passed or there's anything we haben do. hahas, and we'll remind each other of the deadlines to be met, and if one of us din do the work, the other one will do it to cover each other's ass... and after that, we'll niao one another for not doing the work, most of the time I'm the one kena niao lahs! :P yahs, coz at the end of the day, its not only for ourselves, but for the club as well, and furthermore, we all know that we've signed the 卖身契 already so there's no turning back... haha, if wana say that we complement each other, i think its better to put it tt we'll always clash with one another! yah, sometimes angry with each other, but it won't be for long lah, coz no matter wat, we're gona be in the same cell for one year, and frens forever... yeaps, but we always remember to communicate with each other, even small things like talk on msn, go ktv, go crystal jade eat.. yeaps, its the time spent together that helps to bond all of us together... and yeaps, for one point of time during my 26th term, there was this time when things came crashing down, when friends misunderstood me, when studies had to be neglected, when i could only go home on sunday every week, when i dun even have the time to meet up with my friends, when mc life became worst than army life, haha... but soon i realise that look around and you'll see others are the same too. like what hock told me on the 1st night of arts bazaar, some things can wait for a while, but mc is only for that one or two years, dun wait till its too late den start to regret why din put in my best when its my term. indeed, there were times when i felt really weak, and cried alone in my room, but the thought of giving up never cross my mind. i think everyone in arts club mc before been through that too... hmms, talked to Ming Tuan and Ridhwan and some seniors of past batches over the past few weeks and really can feel and see that arts club was built up bit by bit over the years to be what it is today... yah, arts club has been thru 26 years, coming to 27 years, of tears and sweat... one of these days, our names will be remembered by others in the future batches, how do you want people to remember you? as a quitter? as a slacker? or as one that has brought the club to greater heights and 叱咤风云 during your time? well, its entirely in your own hands! :) ------ and yah, I have an important decision to make over the new year... hmms, sorta coming to a decision le, just nida talk to a few more people... ------ wooo hooo! cant wait for 1st bike quest O-com meeting to start! it'll be the first step to my dream... :) ----- went for city harvest xmas drama and service yesterday... wahs, think their organisation is really damn zai! and for a moment, i start to realise what it meant by feeling the presence of God. hmms, the door was opened for me, but i din enter... :) |
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21.12.06
/ 5:39 AM 万事俱备，只欠东风 :) |
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20.12.06
/ 1:00 AM 廉颇老矣， 尚能饭否？ 蜀中无良将，廖化当先锋？ ------ When can the rain stop? its making me moody... The weather is so cold tt chui and buang (the name i gave to the new hamster) sleep whole day whole night! ------ |
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18.12.06
/ 12:30 PM when I was young, I want to have a life with no regrets. now, much older, I began to think, "what is life without any regrets?" having a bit of 缺陷美 makes life more beautiful actually. still, its not good to have too many major regrets in life. ------ Hmm, no matter how tough its gona be, I'll still be going forward to do what I've set out to do ------ Starting to plan for Bike Quest now... Hmms... ------ haha, on a happier note, went to celebrate nings bdae tonite! haha, so good to see her turn 21 years! aiyo, I'll always remember how i spent my 21st bdae in the parade square marching around and doing arms drill for my 1SIR commanders' ORD parade lors!! Grrrr.... |
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17.12.06
/ 11:26 PM channel u just showed 十面埋伏, with my favourite Andy Lau inside!! haha Hmms, think he's most suave and shuai when he act as undercover... woots and Jay Zhou's newest song 黄金甲 is damn nice la! Must learn how to rap it... ---- wah, tml FOP interview ehs... so exciting! hmms... ---- and i wana go shopping!! i wana go watch movie!! i wana ktv!! ---- and ya, I wait for ur reply for damn long liao la, u drag somemore, even zhuge liang oso cant help u le... |
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15.12.06
/ 4:06 AM SLC ended today. Hmms somehow rather, I feel that SLC 05 was more fun than 06. My group this year was as good and rara like last year, the programs were ok this year too. But somehow rather, the feeling is just different, perhaps like wat Fel said, because last year I was still a freshmen ba... Hmms this year there was more intra group bonding. However, less networking opportunities at the same time. Last year was more organised but more packed and less "nonsense" in programs. This year, as a camper, I feel that its more of an "organised chaos". hahas... Maybe that's the problem with planning for camps, when you want to achieve something, you have to forego others. That's the thing about planning for projects, there are good points and there are bad points too. Depending on what you think is most important at that point of time, sometimes some perceicved less important objectives hafta be forgone for the "bigger picture". Oh! Haha, did I mention that I was crowned Best Actor as Mary Jane in Spiderman for the Oscar Awards in SLC!!! Wahahaha!! My group won the Best Motion Picture as well!! An we got a theme song Ji Ba Ban!! One of the NUSSU Exco member Felix asked me if I'll be in SLC again next year anot? Haha, if I were to appear again next year, my status will DEFINITELY not be a camper! haha Ok, back to proposal and minutes! :P |
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10.12.06
/ 3:41 AM I've been thinking to myself today: to all the great kings and emperors of the past, we awed at the lands the conquered, we praised them for unifying the lands and peoples, we held them in respect for setting up good systems and laws to pass down for future generations, and we idolised them for setting up dynasties which lasted for genrations and hundreds of years. Yet, have we ever asked ourselves, during their period of time, did they manage to unify peoples' hearts? Can people's hearts ever be unified? 统一了天下，能够统一人心吗？ Hmm... |
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8.12.06
/ 5:02 AM Yeah! there's now a new life-form in my room! Lets welcome Chui, the hamster!! Haha Hmms at least now I won't feel so lonely in my room le :) |
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6.12.06
/ 3:34 PM Woots! Just re-watched Matrix trilogy!! Hahas, so cheem lors, everyone having that kind of conversations that's 讲了等于没讲! Haha, of all the iconic phrases, I love this, "I protect that which matters most", said by Seraph, the bodyguard of the Oracle. So cool, just like my job! Oh yea, and these few days after exams I' ve been trying to look for the Source, the Source of everything where it first began... Hopefully I can reach it and get it solved once and for all! The journey ahead is filled with uncertainties, and full of dangers and obstacles, but still i have to do what i have to do... :) Hmms, sometimes I was thinking to myself, if we are all in a system of control or matrix, what is my purpose? - to protect that which matters most lors, and to do what I'm supposed to do! haha... Other conversations worth noting: Smith:"Why? Why did you persist? Neo: "Because I choose to" ---- Seraph:"Do you always know?" Oracle:"No, I don't. I believe." --- "everyone is here to do what everyone is supposed to do. that's purpose." --- Trinity: "What is he (Neo) trying to do?" Morpheus:"He's beginning to believe" Oh, on a side note, now i have a new haircut, new specs and I'll be going for a new 形象！Haha, dun laugh! Bit will change bit by bit as promised lors! humpf! :X |
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4.12.06
/ 7:22 AM Yeah!!! new blogskin!! Think it quite suit my inner self lehs, its the kinda life tt I wana have in... hmms, 50-60 years time? Fulfill my dream and aspirations, den 退出江湖, live in the mountains, everyday slack ard, enjoy sunrise and sunset with "mrs bit", den play with "bit-lets"... hahaha oh, and that picture on my blogskin reminds me of a phrase I read in ROTK: "青山依旧在，几度夕阳红" Few understand the meaning of it, even fewer "feels" it... That's the thing about literature, not just by understanding what it says, what it means, but to "feel" it... Hmms, thinking back, its been more than 12 years since I first read the book le. That novel really determines a lot of things in life for me later man... With so many songs written based on that book, (eg: 三国恋, 曹操, 乱舞春秋), and games (11 series of ROTK by Koei, Dynasty Warrior etc), you can imagine the beauty and impact of this book man! Argued with my sister yesterday. Kaoz, really can't imagine that a person of her age only sees things on the surface! Kaoz, many people are doing many things behind the scene that you all don't see lors! |
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Exams are OVER!!/ 1:41 AM Woots, exams finally ended on 2nd Dec!!! Wah really dono how my results will be, this is the semester which I didn't study for the whole semester. Thinking back, this is really the worst semester, yet the semester worth remembering most. FOP, elections, ROP, internal elections, stepping down as 26th dep welfare, stepping up as 27th Hon Gen... So much emotional ups and downs, so much thoughts, so much hardships, times when I felt so down and lost, times when I cry alone, felt so lonely and misunderstood-ed, so many events, so many things done, and so many things to be done... Many thanks to all who've talked to me, encouraged me, worked with me, believing in me and advising me. Thanks! Oh, a few people whom I've to thank here: shuning, charmaine, xiaofen, chonghan, carrie who've have helped me during the elections, and xiaofen who vandalised my notes! and thanks chonghan for all his lame jokes, hurhur... eric, weida who're always there to make me feel stressed to study, my PS buddies peiyong who's always there to provide me with readings and notes, thanks man bro! Weilong and his encouraging songs during my darkest period in this sem, and Lim JJ too, who always come crap with me on msn at night when we're so bored studying; OPH who's ever-roaring; meiyi and theresa, who's ever-niaoing and nagging :P, rols and fel for crapping while studyig together in srgn macs, and bobby, qianfu, kelvin, IK, jy, and many many more... And the 27th MC as well, whom I've come to love more and more, whom I visited frequently at night when I'm so sick of studying, and all the dirty jokes etc etc, (pole-ing not included!).. And Hock and Riddy as well, for all your advice... hehs, thanks everyone!! Exams have ended, yet there isn't a moment when my mind stop thinking: Think about Arts Club, think about the comments and feedback received, think about the constitution, think about the proposal, think about Hon Gen Sec's job, and many many other thoughts which many do not understand... |
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1.12.06
"we" vs "they"/ 12:30 PM Haha, never know that "we" and "they" makes so much difference! This difference in this identity is what leads to conflicts mans: Cyprus was divided into 2 coz of the divide b/w we(they) turks and they(we) greeks; the force was divided into 2 sides b/w we(they) the jedi and they(we) the darths; Balkans become a state of division because they(we)- serbs don't like the we(they)- muslims. Why don't everybody understands that "we" and "they" are both from the same source, living in the same land?! hmms... Hopefully one of these days, with globalisation and improved diplomacy, all the "they"s and all the "we"s will call one another, "deh" (tamil for "brother") haha... |
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