|
28.2.07
/ 5:09 AM Staying up looking after the bazaar site in the forum once again after one year. Good to see that this year's bazaar is getting bigger and livelier, with Jam Aloud as well! Hmms, I remember last year during bazaar, I spent the first night toking to hock, and 2nd night to bobby and rayner... Haha And I remember something personal happened last year somewhere this time as well, something that changed me quite a lot... That's why Arts Bazaar always brought back a lot of memories for me... Been asking myself for almost a year: who's at fault? how and why did things turn out this way? Hmms perhaps some things in life don't really need an answer. 感情是会生病的. |
|
|
26.2.07
/ 3:12 AM I wana go seletar dam again!! :X Haha, many pple are just very concerned about my private life hor? :P Went to CPIB on Friday with Hock and some other PS students. Seriously, after the visit, 3 thoughts came to my mind: 1) 钱够用就好,千万不要贪 2) 就算你从来没想过贪, 你也未必不会做出贪污的事 3) so that's why, once you're involved in any work that concerns the public, stop thinking about the term "self interest". Only then will you be safe from any thoughts of greed and corruption, and thus free from all forms of troubles/ pin-pointing etc. |
|
|
24.2.07
/ 3:23 AM yeah!! i finally found the song i've been searching for years!! |
|
|
22.2.07
/ 12:28 AM its only when you start exercisiing that you know how bloody unfit you've been! haha its only when you start touching your coursepack that you realise how much you've been lagging behind! work work and more work! work more so that I won't feel empty, coz feeling empty will make you go take drugs! hahaa and ya! MUST WATCH PROTEGE (门徒)! so educational, learnt so much about drugs in 2hrs time!! Andy Lau is so shuai! Daniel Wu lose out abit... hahaa yah, and "做事要谨慎! 别人的话不能全信!" haha! Coming up next, meetings and work, movies and shows (Just follow law and Iwo Jima!), research and essay, presentations and projects (GEK1030 is fun but project sucks!) What about mahjong?!?!?! |
|
|
19.2.07
/ 11:47 PM Updates on what happened last week... Well, its Vday and all girls should have a flower! haha, and so bit gave out many flowers to all the arts club affiliates that i know and saw on that day, to the 26th girls and the 27th girls as well!! :) Oh, den it was OM.. hehs, had much more fun this year coz not only did we lao yu sheng, but getta eat steamboat as well! but den, I din getta eat much coz hafta take MINUTES!! Grrr... CNY? I slept through the full 3 days of CNY lors, partly to make up for the past few months' lack of sleep and to recharge myself for the upcoming hell weeks and endless projects and arts club work, partly coz there's no where to go too since my maternal grandmother got stroke when I was sec3 and the passing away of my grandparents one after another, I haben been celebrating CNY, the festive mood seems to drift further and further away from me... Hehs! Just went for a jog and did some exercises!! Woots! Bit is keeping fit!! And.... *drum rolls* I've started on my readings!!! Hmms, b-day coming... My wish list.... - 1 x wallet - 1 x business watch - 1 x sling bag - 1 x back pack - 1 x adidas running shoes - 1 x converse canvas shoes - 1 x wu jian dao poster! BIG BIG one! haha |
|
|
14.2.07
/ 10:36 PM Very very sick and irritated today! Knn, this morning i was running a high fever of 38.7C, and a running nose plus coughing, I went to UHWC with Lim Jays coz she lao sai-ing. We reach there at 1110hrs, she was attended in 15mins and got her medicine in 20mins! okie they are efficient. TOTALLY NOT SO! I was given a face mask - coz my situation is qte serious and contagious? and they fucking hell made me waited for 35 mins for a doctor!! after complaining for 3 times and scolded them, den they swapped me to another room! and that means hafta wait AGAIN!! wahhh! i was so angry I went to scold them and tell them how they should do things!! kaoz! its only when i did so did i get attended to (after 45 mins)! Kaoz, some pple juz nida be scolded to have things done. And that irritating counter girl still dare to give me tt apologetic face!! wah! makes my blood boils more!!! So now, can someone tell me how, where and which office should i send the complain email about UHWC system of patient allocation and counter service to? damn pissed! and an incident this afternoon showed me what compassion, friendship, concern means... Seriously some people should juz SHUT UP and start doing work! If not, kindly go away! And some people should stop dua kang-ing! coz we all know the facts and what happened... And some people should just wake up their f**king idea! *PISSED* |
|
|
13.2.07
/ 9:32 PM Grrr... Eve of V-day... irritating... Of coz I dun like Vday lahs! coz im still... uh-hum, SINGLE wat!!! Hmms, sorry, share some personal experiences here about liking a girl... Personally I feel that, if a guy likes a girl, as in intense liking, really really like, you should be open about it. BUT, if the girl don't like you, no matter what u do, how much time u spend on her, she STILL won't like you one... haiz... yeaps, coz I once like a girl for 2-3 years before, and the feeling sux lahs... yah, the feeling is like: wat more muz i do to make u love me? why u treat me lidat? why can't u juz love me for a second? I'm willing to do aniting juz to hear tt "i love u"... and in your eyes you'll only think tt she is the most beautiful girl on earth. BUT... when you jump outta it, you'll start to realise: woots! the world is full of BEAUTY! and looking is better than getting involved in it!! *winks* I mean, there are much more important things in life to do and people to care about, why waste time and efforts on someone that die die oso wun like you when you can spend it elsewhere on some other more meaningful stuffs? yah, the thing is, move on, if the girl don't like you, just wish her all the best and hope that she can find her true love lors. I mean, if u really like her, you oso want her to have the best wat, why 勉强 lehs? why keep standing there and block her way and hinder yourself too? BUT still, I think its still better to be attached with someone that u know is THE ONE! haha! the point i want to make is that, good if you're attached, but dun be too sads bec you're single too! Haha, must believe that fate will come one day to you (and me)! :) 只要你相信，就会有奇迹! :D |
|
|
12.2.07
/ 12:52 AM I like feeling of knowing that I'm busy I like the feeling of accomplishing something I like the feeling of knowing that I can still do something better, or knowing that there are things yet to be done Because all these thoughts and feelings will make me stay focused and won't think of other unrealistic stuff or dwell too deep into demoralising comments or incidences :) |
|
|
10.2.07
/ 1:26 AM Haha! So cools! met up with Wendy just now, spent whole night toking cock, sharing experiences... simply like it when meeting up with old friends, coz its so relaxing! woots!! hehs, and now after wu jian dao, my favourite song is.... Woots, Andy Lau is so COOL!! hahaha!! Hmms, sometimes I simply don't understand how youngsters think these days... hehs, but looking back, think I was lidat too in the past!! :P Think many a time, many things in life is how you actually come to terms with yourself, the surroundings and the situations... in other words, how to LLST in a self-entertaining manner! haha, or in Bruce Lee's words, "be like water, my friend" :) Everything in life happens for a reason mah... :) |
|
|
8.2.07
/ 2:35 AM woohooo!! I always like the feeling of looking out for O-com members! its so exciting lahs! the process of spotting, thinking, persuading, recruiting! haha, so fun!! ------ hehs, I'm still in the happy post-bike-quest mood! haha, so happy lahs, objectives all met, event ran smoothly, everyone (or almost everyone)were happy, MC members and O com members including myself all getta gain new experiences out from the project and yeaps, the end of Bike Quest marks the start of many many more exciting Arts Club projects! and more more work to do in only 6 more months time to fulfill what I set out to do!!! wooohoooo!!! its the time of the year again!! :D and yah! so scary lahs, on monday, I was so shagged that I slept for 12 hours, in between having a 被鬼压 incident! ------ haha heard a very interesting incident from wee laoye today! :P ------ and ya... i really feel that for any relationships to continue or to grow, be it in friendships or BGR, the maintainence of the "space" between individuals is very important.... Don't go too near or go too far away from the other party, if not you might either step onto his/her toes or allow each other to drift apart... haiz... |
|
|
4.2.07
/ 11:13 PM WOOTS! what a great weekend!! Firstly, a good weather on saturday! a great turnout for Cycledelic: Bike Quest 07! a great night of crises, fun and toking cock! moments of last minute rushes and a serious lack of sleep! Secondly, Lions won the ASEAN Championship!!! hahaha, u wun believe lors, when i saw the goal, I was sooooooo touched! and when the final whistle blew, I nearly cried! Why? I couldn't really explain, but somehow rather, I could feel the pressure that they had in the Thailand homeground, with antagonistic players and opposing supporters, they played well, persevered on and drew with thailand, winning the championship!! surge of nationalism or patriotism? haha, i dono mans... but i seriously think that the govt should use soccer to conduct nation building! haha |
|