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31.5.07
/ 2:21 AM many disturbing thoughts in my mind now... Arrrrgggghhh! |
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29.5.07
/ 2:21 AM say what you want to say lors, as if I care... I listen to positve and constructive feedbacks, not irrational and childish complaints. I take in pragmatic and well-thought out advice, not mindless tantrums And it goes to show... If it was 9 months ago, these comments from these people would certainly have hurt me deeply, I might even shed a few tears for it, and felt torn apart, maybe even fiery... But now, I seem to be very calm about it... Indifferent? Heartless? No, I don't think so. Because for every policy and action that earns the respect and support of 9 people, there will definitely be one who will kao-beh unfair, sometimes that one person might even be those whom you thought should understand it better than others... At the same time, some actions that does a little short term harm are necessary for the longer term's greater benefits. Maybe that's what they call it, the "bigger picture"... But not many can see it, so I don't blame nor get angry with anyone, coz its dumb to do so :) |
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28.5.07
/ 4:56 AM hmm, results out le! :/ wells, not what I wanted it to be, SFP and PA turned out to be a real disgust despite my hardwork, but CCP and Nation-Building were surprises so it kinda even out! hmms, it has been a busy semester, with so many meetings, projects, crises to solve along the way, glad that my CAP can still make it... Phew... really glad to have seniors like hock and jianwu etc who'll talked to me about PS every now and then, glad to have good friends like PY, Benny etc who're always there to help me with notes, readings etc, thanks bros! Thanks to rols, nings etc who're always there to listen to me! Thanks to the 27th as well! who're there to listen to all my lao kok kok stories! hehs And of coz not forgetting my Best Buddy who's always there to let me waste her qing chun away! hahas! |
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26.5.07
/ 3:11 AM 天外有天， 人外有人 Above every bigger picture, there's another bigger picture, and another bigger picture... hahas :) I saw it! Did you? Wahh! its a Whole New World lor! |
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23.5.07
/ 5:08 AM That late night/early morning exactly one week ago was the most enjoyable and treasured moment I had in May... How I wish time had stopped then |
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22.5.07
/ 2:24 AM Heys! do you still remember Rotiboy?! I remember when I was younger, about 18-19 years old, Rotiboy used to be my favourite! I'll go and buy one with my close friends after school or when I booked out... Then somehow rather, until a certain point of time, I stopped doing so... But the common memories of Rotiboy still stays... I remember at certain point of time, it was so famous that it was feature on the newspaper for a few weeks consecutively! Hais, but just now, when I walked past my most frequently visited Rotiboy outlet in Jubilee, I saw this sign "For Rent" Hais, the end of Rotiboy... The end of common memories... :( ---- Ah! and I saw Valerie Lim Jun Mei just now at AMK S-11 too! hahas its like sooooo many years since I last saw her (the last time i met up with her was when I was halfway thru my Opsspec term in 1SIR!) Hahas, and she still look as bubbly, (of coz as "hiao") as ever! Erms, to make her feel happier, "chio" lors! hahas Hmms, she said I sound and look more 斯文... should I take it as a compliement? |
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21.5.07
/ 11:03 AM Have you ever had dreams so real you thought it actually happened? When you woke up, you couldn't believe that its a dream? And you thought to yourself that waking up is the dream itself? And you go back to sleep, hoping to enter that "reality" again? Wahs! I've listened to 真心话 for 338 times! Waiting actively... |
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18.5.07
/ 4:51 AM Just watched Blood Diamond A very heavy movie... A movie so heavy, your tears will just flow out by themselves... ----- Hmms, sometimes I think our lives are just like movies. Hahas, sounds like the navy advertisement? Or are we making a melodrama out of our own supposedly simple lives? *ponders* |
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17.5.07
/ 12:24 AM Have you watched Spider-man 3? I did, twice somemore! The movie talks about "choice" Before you make a decision, have you ever ask yourself how far will you go for this choice that you're going to make? How much sacrifices are you willing to make for this choice? How many people will you hurt in the process? Your self and your role, which one are you? Can you really differentiate them clearly? Thought-provoking rites? ----- Hmms, I REALLY wana go there!! ----- On another note, I think its time for me to have a chrisitian name. hmms how about Brad? hahas, call me Brad Bit! hahas! hahas, dun puke lahs, joking only mahs! |
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14.5.07
/ 3:54 AM I was feeling down, disappointed, tired Until Shuning, and later Leon came online and talk to me! hahas Thanks! See you all 6 weeks later! :) |
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13.5.07
/ 7:21 PM How everyday went... :) :| :X >:( :D sometimes its :C And the cycle goes again... ----- I don’t like it I don’t like the feeling of waking up in the middle of the night at 4 plus, eagerly, hastily searching for my phone. I don’t like the feeling of checking my phone every now and then. I don’t like to log in to internet every now and then for updates I don’t like the fear I don’t like the worry Yet I did it instinctively and willingly Haiz… But I do like it I like it when I receive positive updates I like it when I know what’s happening I like it when appreciation to my hard-work is being shown; because I really put in my hard-work to make things happen I like it when people sing praises about the situation I like the thrill of discovering the unknown To put it simply, I like the feeling of “I don’t like it” Haha ----- And I really think I have this thing in me to want to pull opposites together :) |
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11.5.07
/ 4:09 AM Was feeling quite happy today! Because... hehehee :) ---- Oh aniwae, met up with Jinda just now, and then her bf KS joined in later on. Hmms really glad to see her happily together with KS. Had a nice chat with them! Hahas! More so for myself! :) |
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9.5.07
/ 2:40 AM You are a Free-Wheeling Leader. You are a Leader Your solid grounding in the practicalities of life, along with your self-assuredness and your willingness to appreciate new things make you a LEADER. You're in touch with what is going on around you and adept at remaining down-to-earth and logical. Although you're detail-oriented, this doesn't mean that you lose the big picture. You tend to find beauty in form and efficiency, as opposed to finding it in broad-based, abstract concepts. Never one to pass on an adventure, you're consistently seeking and finding new things, even in your immediate surroundings. Because of this eagerness to pursue new experiences, you've learned a lot; your attention to detail means that you gain a great deal from your adventures. The intellectual curiosity that drives you leads you to seek out causes of and reasons behind things. Your confidence gives you the potential to take your general awareness and channel it into leadership. You're not set on one way of doing things, and you often have the skills and persistence to find innovative ways of facing challenges. You are well-attuned to your talents, and can deal with most problems that you face. If you want to be different: There's more to life than the practical - take some time to daydream and explore the aesthetic sides of things. how you relate to others You are Free-Wheeling Your charismatic nature, liveliness, and independence make you FREE-WHEELING. You don't mind being in the spotlight, preferring social gatherings to quiet nights at home. You take a practical approach to people, not getting too involved in their feelings—or their business. At the same time, your acceptance of others leads you to be understanding of their life circumstances, even if you don't quite understand their emotional reactions to some things. Although you have a wide circle of friends, you're very discerning as to whom you can trust. You're not rigid in your beliefs about the world, and you don't want to impose your perspective on others, but at the same time, you know that plenty of people don't always act responsibly. Engaging with others is a large part of how you live in the world, and most importantly, it plays a role in how you see yourself—you tend to learn a lot about yourself in situations where you are with other people. You have an understanding of the complexities of situations, and you don't judge others too hastily. If you want to be different: Your open-mindedness about the world gives you a great perspective on things, but your lack of trust in others limits how close you can get with them. Try opening up to people a bit more without losing your healthy skepticism. While being the life of the party will occasionally come naturally to you, be sure to reserve time for yourself—see what you can learn by spending some time observing the world rather than just by diving in. --> My Personal Dna Report true! hahas :) |
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8.5.07
/ 12:04 PM Assumption is the mother of all f**k ups! That's why I always ask. ------- Been living a very bad lifestyle. cant sleep at night, but when I sleep, I can sleep for many many hours, however, its mostly disturbed sleep. Been having weird dreams since end of exams, some are sweet, some are happy, quite a few nightmares Do you have dreams of being lost or falling from heights? Hais, I always have them... Think im turning siao ding dong soon. |
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4.5.07
/ 5:48 PM seems like it might be another incidence for mr misunderstood again... wells, 习惯就好, not the first time such things happen anyway... ------ just dun have the looks mah, what to do... ------ just attended the "leading image" workshop that OSA helped to promote. hmms quite useful. looking forward to attending more of such seminars, workshops, conferences in the future! :) ------ Hmms, the future... hmms.... *deep thoughts* |
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3.5.07
/ 4:45 AM It was really a sad story... hais... 命里有时终须有， 命里无时莫强求... ------ If I have the chance, I would really want to tell the person that I respect him damn lots and sincerely apologise for all the misperceptions on my part. I respect those who really put in the hardwork for something they believe is worth the effort for. too bad, wrong timing, wrong place, wrong person. In short, just not fated. though i believe more in fate can be changed by man, but sometimes we juz hafta lan lan suck thumb. If I have the chance, I would really want to tell him to 看开, and that a really better one will come along some time for him, and urge him to continue the search, with faith, hope and courage. Really felt for him Sometimes, love is such a realistic and cruel thing... there isn't fairness in love... hais |
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1.5.07
/ 10:47 PM Aiyer, when a guy gets petty or jealous, it could be ten times worst and more destructive than girls! |
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