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27.9.08
没有开始的结束/ 7:33 PM 没有开始的结束 最美 |
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25.9.08
Bit Tzu Art of War/ 5:37 PM STILL doing my study of war essay now, suddenly the urge to blog (bitch) about it yes, i sibeh gei kiang, come out with my own question, thinking that i can give an element of 'surprise' on Dr Alan Chong and the class. in the end, i think i stepped into my own TRAP!!!so i think think and think about Ah Mao and Sun Tzu, and i write write write about them.... now halfway thru the essay, i think im writing my own Art Of War... nabeh, i should call this essay as "Bit Tzu Art of War" hahahaha! =p |
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23.9.08
Bit-chy hahaha/ 1:17 AM ok, the title has got no link with what im going to blog about, just got a sudden random thought on new word link to 'bit'! =p anw, i had a great steamboat gathering with the oweek 06 ocommers yesterday! thanks yenghong for organising it! really appreciate it :) thank you dinner tml! whoa, finally this year i'm really just going there to eat! no other duties to do! wheeeeeeee! oh, and for tml, i'm going to wear like george clooney! hahahas =p (shall go do some pumping tml morning so that i'll look good in my suit!) ----- anw, im worried... i'm worried that i can't get internship this december holidays im worried that i can't finish my study of war essay by this friday (and i've already asked for an extension!) i'm worried about the job market when i graduate :/ im worried that I might get poisoned! for your info, ive been eating the rabbit sweet for the past one week before the news of the poisoned milk came out! to make things worst, ive been drinking that god damn yi li milk almost everyday when i was in China! siao liaos... and im scared... im scared that the same thing might happen for the 2nd time! :/ im scared that the things in life that ive come to appreciate will change in nature :/ anw, being the usual optimistic bit, i shall tell myself that with each crisis comes hope! whie some things in life might be predestined to happen, its our freewill and choices that will determine its end result. not forgetting that the most exciting thing in life is that we never know what's in store for us! *blinks* (yeps, the above is the latest version of bit's theory! hahaha!) ----- 你说什么就什么咯 (aka 'you say what, what lor) hahaha i remember i used to say that alot, to the extent that it landed me into shit! hehs anyway, 不是吵输了才这么说，是根本就不屑去吵。 你要怎么想随便你咯，你觉得你对就对咯，你高兴就好...哈哈哈！ sounds very irritating hor? YOU SAY WHAT, WHAT LOR! ----- just another random thought to end this blog post: jj said the other day, if people don't even feel that they are pitiful, why are you pitying them? though to me i feel that not knowing that you are in a pitiful state is a pitiful thing itself, i have to agree that her statement makes sense too back to my essay! |
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19.9.08
With Pride We Lead/ 2:34 AM As a sispec graduate, this motto is stuck in my mind. I'm a person with a lot of pride. Though behaving as if I take things easy, deep down, I always have pride in the work given to me, in the position that i'm holding etc. In JC, i have pride in myself being a councillor; in army, though it was shitty life, i felt a sense of pride in being opsspec and opssgt eventually; in 26th MC, i feel proud to be a MC member, to be dpd admin etc; in the 27th, i feel proud to be bike quest PD, arts camp dpd, and most of all, hon gen sec. and i'm still very proud of myself as an ex hon gen sec :) while a leader needs to have the sense of pride, he needs to have humility as well. i learnt this after years of being 'niao-ed' as egoistic. Even at this age, every now and then, i still hear such comments on me. so, as far as possible, i try to contain it, and correct myself being humble and proud seems contradictory to each other, but i tend to think that they are in fact complementary as far as you have pride in yourself and your work, respect others and their pride as well. a true leader i feel, is someone that can make those around him feel greater. though still trying to learn it, i do make it a point that unless its really necessary, i try as much as possible not to niao people or really scold people. anyway, i always feel that losing your cool in front of your followers is an unpro and uncool thing to do. and, as said during rop, i really really put in the effort to learn how to smile 'sunshine-ly' in times of adversity. ok, im digressing here, back to the topic, i try to be as tactful as possible in my words too. That led to the impression of being 'politically correct' at times, but anyway, my point is that i try as much as possible not to hurt others' ego, or undermine their contributions. because at the end of the day, unless its very obvious, i will think that everyone should and have pride in their works. another very important thing that i learnt while i was on SEP, is that while being critical, try not to place judgements about issues and people too quicky, simply because what makes you think you're really that great? ----- a few important lessons that i learnt in army, which happens to be what my sis told me about work life: 1) sometimes, you just have to suck thumb and do it 2) and since you're sucking thumb, then don't complain. simply because, how can u complain while sucking thumb? 3) if you want to take up extra responsibilities upon yourself, then you jolly well make sure you do a good job in it. |
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5.9.08
/ 2:03 AM Hock said in his blog before, and he always warned us that if a person thinks that he is the smartest in the world, then he had just made himself the dumbest person on earth. I always tell myself that though pride and ego may bring you to some where, it will never last you through. To all: pride and smartness are two edged swords. please use your them in a way that benefits the people around you. If not, it'll destroy you one day. And I've seen true stories of that happening before. I was f**king pissed at 2340hr, 4th September 2008. |
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