15.5.09
Future and Tough Times/ 11:37 AM
Been trying to blog out my thoughts since last week, but I can't seem to type in anything at all. lots of feelings, emotions, memories, experiences that I want to pen it down, but I don't know where to start.
My experiences last year (backpacking + dad's passing away) had made me a less reminiscent person. I begin to look into the past less and less. I've learnt to force myself to look forward, to never stop, to never look back. And I think my Arts Club re-running days set the foundations for such a character.
Indeed, one would argue that a person with such a character will lose more coz he does not treasure what he has. I often blame myself for that too.
But hey, how do you feel when you look back? a tinge of sadness/ melancholy/ anger/ wish you could do more/ or happy moments that are no longer there? And the present traps you to "now", and all your focus will only be on what's in your hands At least the future offers hope, coz we never know what's there in the future for us! (:
So the important thing is to strike a balance between the 2.
For me, the past is with tears and laughters. The past is something certain, confirmed. It had happened and cannot be changed. No doubt, the future is full of uncertainties. But it also means that there's a possibility for change the present. And the possibility to create and realise our dreams.
I think I've been through a fair bit of tough times to say this. . Indeed times are tough now. But I think tough times produce tougher people. Hey, we 84-86 batch had been through quite a number of shitty times remember? 1984 economic slowdown, oil bust, guinea pigs for streaming and project work, PSLE, O and A levels, Asian Financial Crisis, SARS... you name it, we kena it before! hahahas
"时势造英雄"
We will get there! (:
I hope that I can get my thoughts settled down soon to pen a meaningful conclusion for my 4 years of uni life, and 4 years of my blogging life.
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