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23.12.10
festive season/ 10:36 PM

I just need a rumbling post...

I don't really like festive seasons. In fact, I'm damn scared of it...

Maybe coz I'm single. You feel damn lonely during festive seasons when people go out in pairs...
Maybe coz I'm loner. Think this gotta do with my character. I hate the idea of cliques. I may appear to have lots of friends, but I suck at maintaining friendships. Perhaps I am too difficult to understand? Perhaps I change too fast?
Maybe I don't even know who I should celebrate the festive season with. Or maybe there isn't anyone to celebrate with in the first place!

我已经收拾好行囊,准备再次出走。
旅行 已经成为一种习惯。
也许看不穿,所以选择离开
至少背着包袱的是肩膀不是心房。
这种行为,说实在的
只不过是假借勇敢为名的懦弱。




19.12.10
随想/ 11:57 PM

回忆

我很害怕回忆。因为什么思绪都可能钻进心里,包括痛楚。
回忆就是这样,一件事勾着另一件事。
更因为我讨厌那种掌握不到眼前此刻的感觉,讨厌无法控制自己思绪的混乱心理。


“人无信则不立”。我很想把这句话告诉我的一个朋友。
朋友,你好自为之吧。


这个世界有绝对的黑,也有绝对的白,更有很大的一片灰色地带。
发觉人越成熟,灰色地带就相对扩大。
但我仍然相信,人必须要懂得自己内心深处黑和白的定位在哪里。
这也许就是有无赤子之心的分别。


每个人有自己的自由意识,我们初出茅庐的凭什么老调长谈的对别人指指点点,硬把自己的思想强家在他人身上?
你又不是人家的老板,凭什么? 就算自己真的是过来人,真的有什么了不起的功绩,也最好谦虚一点。
满招损谦受益。


数典忘祖

我最讨厌(近乎痛恨)数典忘祖的人。






/ shining lights

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue & grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch trees & daffodils,
Catch breeze & winter chills,
In colors on snowy linen land.

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I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun

Bit by Bit, You'll be Inspired!
- Tan Chuan Seng


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The designer is darkdegree and is designing for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from deviantart
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